Friday, June 10, 2011

Summer Begins...


Now that the boys are out of school, I have been doing a lot of running around with them. Yesterday, we went to the garage sales nearby us. Although I only found one thing for myself, they managed to find 6-10 things each for themselves. They spent about $7.00. If you have ever been garage saleing, you know that is a lot for just two little boys.
Today, I took them to the Boy Scout store and Target to pick up the things they will be needing for summer camp. A slight error in judgment as my patience was tested on many levels. Usually I go the Scout store by myself unless I need them with me to try something on. Today, I did need them to try in some shorts, however, I did not expect the level of parochial behavior they exhibited. Like typical children, they ran around the store wanting everything in sight, except what we came to get. They even found the free popcorn that the store gives out. I had to tell them numerous times to "come here" and "settle down."
And yet, after their display of juvenile antics, they exhibit some adult characteristics that you have to admire and be proud of- like thinking of their others before themselves, taking on additional responsibilities around the house, etc. They impress me everyday. They have taken the troubles in their little lives in stride and (for the most part) been the bigger men. They are my examples in life, they show me that the world still has innocence in it.
Overall, I am enjoying this extra time that I get to spend with them, for in less than three weeks they will be at camp, then their father's, and finally on vacation with their grandparent's until the end of their summer break. I will miss them more than they could ever know. I feel empty when they aren't around.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Did You Ever Think Of This?


I saw my doctor today...I should say one of many doctors that I see. I explained to her that I haven't had a cycle in 5 months, before that it was a year, and that I have hair growing in places that I never dreamed it could grow. She said to me that my testosterone could be up because of my weight and that I need to cut my carbohydrate and overall food intake and get some exercise. Yes, I know I am overweight. However, I lost my period and have been growing hair long before I gained the weight. These things are a symptom of something, not a result. But these know-it-alls don't listen, investigate further, or care.
Isn't it funny that just because you are overweight, people assume that all you do is eat? How about the fact that some people are genetically predispositioned to be heavier? Or how about they just can't be as physically active as they once were due to an injury? Or maybe they have a disorder- such as hypothyroidism? Did you ever think of that? How about you kiss my @$$?